Been a little nervous to post this, not sure why. Maybe I felt like I would be jinxing it but our appt last week went great. We heard the heartbeat and it was wonderful. 155 bpm.
I'm going to be 12 weeks monday. I didn't realize before but know now that 12 week ultrasounds have kind of gone out of the normal care.Now I am terrified to tell my DD (4). Honestly I feel like at this point I could tell anyone else and if something happened yes it would suck so bad to have to retell them (family and close friends, wouldnt feel comfortable doing like a fb announcement or anything) but I think I could handle it. I'm just so scared of telling my daughter, then something happen or our 18 week ultrasound go badly and then having to take it back from her. Shes so sensitive and shes just not old enough to understand that these things can happen.
We always wanted to tell her first before anyone else but now I just don't know what to do. I feel like all my plans are crushed and I'm in limbo all over again.