The past two days I've had an overwhelming feeling that everything is not okay.... Last night I couldn't get myself to stop crying. I've been having a lot of cramps... they're not bad enough to have me doubling over or anything.... but they're constant and just feel all too familiar . I don't know if I'm just so nervous that I'm overreacting or what, but I cant think about anything else. It's driving me crazy... I wish the 13th would just come already, but then again I'm so scared I'm going to walk into that ultrasound and not see what I want to see... ugh. I wish I could just feel better and know everything is okay.