I just went to the bathroom and there were some brownish, red steaks in my underwear and a little bit on the toilet paper when I wiped.  I wasn't having cramps before I saw this but now I feel like I'm having cramps.  Hopefully the cramps are all in my head.

I was doing so well with this pregnancy.  Even though I've had a loss at 5 weeks and at 6 weeks, I wasn't stressing too much or worrying all the time like I did right after those losses.  Even though this baby wasn't planned, my husband and I are ready to accept him or her.  I've never had a loss beyond 6 weeks so I felt pretty secure about this pregnancy.  Now I'm worried, scared and stressed all over again.  The idea of losing this baby seems crazy even though we never planned on having a 3rd child.

Please pray for me.  I'm sitting here at work and I can't focus on anything.  My OB appt and u/s aren't until August 20th so I have almost 2 more weeks of waiting.  I can't imagine what would be causing the brownish, red streaks.  DH and I haven't had sex recently and I haven't been straining when I go to the bathroom.  I did yoga last night but did not push myself very hard.  Please let this be nothing.  Ugh!