First of all, thanks for the messages of support I have received from a few of you, you dont know how much it means. I've been distancing myself from here for purely selfish reasons. Everyone has overtaken me now, the ladies who I was sharing my cycle with have all moved on to the next part of a new cycle, and I'm stuck in limbo. This is really hard for me, but I want you all to know that I think of you all the time and am hoping for the best for every single person on this board.

My period was due 3 weeks ago and I've not had a single spot. Every single test I've done (and it's a lot) has been negative. I have crazy abdominal bloating so much so that my clothes don't fit me, however I have no pregnancy symptoms now.

If I had missed the last period due to stress, I would be on day 20 of a new cycle, however I've had nothing to indicate ovulation this month. I really am stick in a no-man's land. I'm frustrated and upset and my doctor referred me for an ultrasound however the hospital can't get me in until this Friday (17th), do I'm just waiting.

I just don't know what to think. Xx