Posting to all but want Clarity to know I finally did it. Its over and I've been NC for 6 days now. Thank you all for your support and thanks Clarity for the kick in the a** many times! I stopped posting until I made the move because I didn't feel right being here, but I'd really like to be here right now. It hasn't been an easy time but I'm proud of me! I'll be back later with the details.