So tonight is the first time I've ever felt any kind of contraction. They aren't turning into anything regular and are getting shorter and weaker but it sill has me scared. I know there isn't anything I can do about it now but I'm just so worried that I'm not ready. I don't feel like my house is ready (even though it really probably is...I've been nesting all summer) and I don't feel like I'm ready to leave my job just yet. I know there isn't anything I can do about it but I'm just so nervous! I didn't think I would feel this way!! If I make it through tonight I'm going to work extra hard tomorrow to feel more prepared! I guess I was just in denial and positive that baby was going to be at least a week late, but reality is setting in tonight that it could really be anyday!
Thanks for letting me vent!