I am having a very emotional few days and I really am not sure why. There is really no reason for it. A lot of it is fear of the unknown. Y'all know that I have been diagnosed with epilepsy and they have done every scan of my brain they can except an MRI cause I have metal in my face. Well now I am have some huge issues with my right eye. I am having major issues seeing out of it. I see blobs when people are in front of me and if I cover my left I cannot read anything out of my right eye. Year ago I had a tumor in my right eye. They didn't know what kind it was they said if they tried to find out I could loose the eye and they didn't want to risk that. I just got a referral from my doc to see an eye doc, but he can't get me until the first week of October and my insurance changes the end of September.which is not a good thing. They put me on a cancelation list so please pray with me that there is a cancelationi before the end of September. I keep fearing I have some kind of tumor that is causing my seizures and my eye problems and my migraines and the foregetfulness that has started. When I talk to my mom about it she say that it is not a tumor cause they have done cat scans and it would have shown up by now. The last cat scan I hat was in March. That was 5 months ago and this eye thing just started about a month ago. My eye hurts all the time and it feels like it is swelling inside the eye socket.
Sorry I am going on and on and on. I will leave you with that. Will you please pray for me.