My fiance and I have been TTC for a little over a year. When I was 16, I lost one of my ovaries due to a very large cyst. Both my fallopian tubes were damaged. At 21 I had surgery on my other ovary to remove another cyst. I have not been told for sure if I am completely infertile. But after trying this long, I am afraid that is the case. I am currently 23 and hoping to conceice before another cyst takes my only ovary. I have researched IVF and egg freezing, but both are way too expensive. It's been extremely hard lately since 2 of our close friends have become pregnant, and of course they weren't trying. It makes me feel like useless as a woman since I can't do the one thing I was made to do. I also became an aunt 6 weeks ago. Having a nephew is amazing, but at the same time it makes everything so much harder. I see my fiance with him and my heart melts. I know he would be an amazing dad. I just wish I could give him that opportunity. I am hoping that writing my feelings and reading other posts will help me cope with the stress of TTC.