My precious sister died two weeks ago and although I have cried somewhat I think I am still numb. I miss her terribly. We were extremely close.I was with her most of the time during her illness.
On the day she died I wanted to be next to her and hold her hand and stroke her head. However my sister-in-law took over and sat in the spot where I wanted to be: stroking my sister's head and holding her hand(I do not know if she was holding her hand when she died).
I am having a hard time not being resentful Also when my sister died there were a lot of people in the room.I just wanted them all to leave so I could be there alone with her.
Is is normal for me to feel this way?