So yesterday I went to a marsh and wetlands to go bird watching and I met a man about my age.. Well? We were talking and hanging out and he was very smart and friendly and outgoing and very pleasant..
Before you guys get excited there was zero attraction to him and I kept thinking why couldnt he be someone I was attracted to and visa versa or that old chemistry or whatever.. I guess he wouldnt mind being friends with me and that is fine but in the scheme of things I kept thinking why couldnt this be a match for both of us..
Probably if he were younger or thinner or whatever he wouldnt be attracted to me..
Now before you guys think I am shallow I probably would have liked him more if there were some sort of attraction and I kept thinking well maybe I could be attracted to him but I kept seeing zero chemistry..
why is life so hard??
thanks for listening,......................................