I finally pulled the trigger on ending my affair today. The discussion started yesterday for us, but the actual ending didn't happen until today. What a draining two days it has been.
I know it is the right decision, but I feel so raw right now. I'm already second guessing myself, but there is no undoing it this time around (we've tried to end before). This time it's different. I laid it all out on the table about why I couldn't go on anymore. I don't want to go through the last two days of hell again.
I didn't realize how painful this would be. I am praying for the strength it will take to get through this.