I am sorry to do this hear but I need to get this out.  I have had some major insecurities lately!!  I hate feeling this way.  I feel so alone!!  My BF just doesn't understand that I need his love and support and yes sometimes I need him saying that he loves me and everything is going to be okay over and over again.  He hates to repeat himself.  So when I ask him he always just shuts down.  He won't text back or even tell me when all I need for him to do is just tell me he isn't going anywhere.  I'm going crazy, insane here.  I want to curl up in a little ball and cry.