A BFN this morning.... :-(
Why does it hurt so much? I feel so bad that it does because I'm already a mum to a gorgeous little boy (20 months) and I know I'm so blessed. I feel so lucky and I am so lucky. I'm 40 and been trying to conceive for over a year now..... I know some people have been trying much longer than that so that also makes me feel guilty that I feel this way.
There are benefits of course to not going back to sleepless nights but however much I rationalise, the truth is it hurts. I can tell myself whatever I like but the truth is I'd love another child.
And I know so many of you reading this will understand that so well.