Hi. I am kicking myself for looking at his emails. I'm just nosey and didn't think I would come accross this.
He pays to watch girls getting hypnotized and watches the videos. I also saw some receipts in his email account for himself to get hypnotized. But mostly just watching scenes of girls but he watches the ones that aren't sexual. They are just girls that do stupid things.. Like, bark like a dog on command, meow like a cat on demand and so on.. I also saw some foot fetish stuff too. I've also noticed that some of the times the went on these sites, and paid, was after we had sex! He goes on these sites very often.
I have been with my husband for 5 years and knew nothing of this. I think the worst part is that he doesn't share his fetish with me. He knows that I am a very sexual person and wouldn't deny him anything.
I feel so guilty and wish I never found his password and didn't snoop. But this is killing me. I can't sleep and I am so bothered by this. I'm not sure what to do. I don't want to tell him that I snooped.
Is there something wrong with him? I don't know if this is normal. I thought husbands shared this stuff with their wives.