I know this is an all-too-familiar theme here, but I feel like I am losing my MIND, three weeks out from NC with xAP (okay - really 1 week since I sent him a txt msg a week ago today to say, "hope you're doing ok" w/ no response - taught me a lesson NOT to do THAT again).
I can ALSO see him online as part of Yahoo's new email console version of Messenger. I deleted him weeks ago, but I can STILL see him when he's online there. Tried and tried to delete him there, but it doesn't work. Evidently he has to delete ME for it to be final. He either wants that tether to me or can't be bothered.
I keep checking and re-checking his FB page (my only other line to him, where I'm not even a FB friend).
In the meantime, can't stand my Narcissist PD H. Thank heavens I have an appt to see a (highly recommended) therapist tomorrow! I want my life back! UGH!!!!