I didn't know where to post so, I hope this is okay here. I'm new to the boards but not ivillage....I wasn't going to post but I need some help. My fiancée and I are supposed to get married in a few weeks but I don't know if we will anymore. This is really hard to write....I was brutally raped 2 1/2 years ago and he doesn't know. Our relationship has been good and he is a good guy.

Last week, we were cooking dinner together and had been drinking wine. He started kissing me and trying to touch me....I freaked out and started crying. We have never had sex or done any real touching...I wanted to wait until I got married , I thought I would trust my husband. I left before dinner was finished and haven't seen him since...I'm really embarrassed and worried. We have talked a few times but not about what happened.

I can't.tell him...I don't know how to fix this.