I need to understand something that has not happened just once. This afternoon, a friend emailed me and said that he appreciates my friendship, and he is sorry that he always blows me off... but that he is not interested in being in a relationship with me. There goes my happy feelings from a good day!
The problem is that I am not even interested in him AT ALL. I was being rejected for no reason. The worst part is that this is not the first time this has happened! I have had guys say to me they aren't interested more than a few times when I was not even interested in them! I am absolutely horrified that I was and have been more than once rejected for no reason. I tell them, "Uh, ok, cool, because I wasn't even interested."
I have zero idea why anyone, especially my friend, would pre-reject me! What is so inherently wrong with ME that guys feel it necessary to say they aren't interested when I never eluded to being interested? I feel like a complete leper! The worst part is that my friend doesn't have relationship experience and not full of himself at all, and HE is rejecting ME? I feel that I can say that I am a pretty attractive and smart woman, so I don't understand what is so wrong with me that not only am I being rejected but I am being rejected by losers that I have no interest in.
What is going on? Has this happened to anyone else? I mean, I could understand MAYBE once in a lifetime this could MAYBE happen, but this has happened before. I seriously feel like I am in the Twilight Zone, and I am in a dimension of backwards land.