Hi ladies,

Well, my excitement was short lived.  When I was 5 weeks and 2 days, I woke up and I was bleeding.  I called my doctor and she told me to come in for an ultrasound even though it was still really early to be able to see anything.  I went in, and of course, there was nothing there.  I knew that even if things were okay, that would be the case.  However, I was not prepared for how awful I would feel after seeing my empty uterus.  I just had a gut feeling that it was a miscarriage, and I ended up being right after having blood work done:(  We hadn't told anyone yet because I had only known for about a week, and I was supposed to be going in this Thursday for my first ultrasound.  I spent all of last Monday (the day that I started bleeding) crying.  I know that things happen for a reason, but it's so hard to understand why.  Over the last week, I'm feeling much better.  I still have times of sadness, and this Thursday might be hard day, but I'll be okay.  We are ready to try again, so here's to hoping everything will work out this time! 

Casey