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Back again in this club I guess....:(
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 Mon, 10-29-2012 - 8:24am

Let me reintroduce myself...I am Nina, now 40.  I had a positive pregnancy test on 9/17 for the first time in my life, married for 10 years.

I had a miscarriage this past week.  I am so miserable. 

I wanted this so badly...and now I fear I am obsessed with the idea of it never happening for me again. 

I was almost 9 weeks... It all happened so fast.  I had an ultrasound on a Monday, baby heartbeat at 105.  Exam/Pap on Thursday and on MOnday I was spotting. 

Wednesday at the hospital, no heartbeat and finally lost the ...everything on Saturday. 

Still out from work, I cannot face everything right now.....

Thanks for letting me vent...

 

 

 

 

 

    Nina, mc at 8 weeks, October 29, 2012, mc at 4.5 weeks on January 12,  staying positive and third times's a charm???

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