Let me reintroduce myself...I am Nina, now 40. I had a positive pregnancy test on 9/17 for the first time in my life, married for 10 years.
I had a miscarriage this past week. I am so miserable.
I wanted this so badly...and now I fear I am obsessed with the idea of it never happening for me again.
I was almost 9 weeks... It all happened so fast. I had an ultrasound on a Monday, baby heartbeat at 105. Exam/Pap on Thursday and on MOnday I was spotting.
Wednesday at the hospital, no heartbeat and finally lost the ...everything on Saturday.
Still out from work, I cannot face everything right now.....
Thanks for letting me vent...