So I've been feeling pretty good lately (just made it past 1 week of NC) but today I'm SO angry with my xAP. Ugh. Today I just feel so much anger towards him for hurting me, for dragging me along, and then at the end sitting there telling me how much he loves me, is in love with me, but cannot do anything to change the situation. Shame on me too, I know I contributed to the A too. Just mad today, wishing I could scream at him and see the hurt look in his face as I do.