clarity hope you dont mind my c & p from part of our pm feeling lazy so heres pretty much whats happened, for those infamilar xap has been an ongoing 20 plus year off and on deal with the most recent being the past 7 yrs.
Idk if you remember but xap and h are in the same Co have become friends, his wife has friended me, we do alot of stuff together, yes i know very stupid. He told me a few months ago he is going to leave her and wants to be together but it will take some time to make happen, here i go again with the stupid. Long story short i fell for this but as i watch and see nothing being done i get frustrated we fight he says hell do more and around the circle we go. The sane me knows this has to end and honestly i don't think i would of left h when it came down to it anyway but here i am caught in this nasty thing anyway. I have to start all over again but where, obviously NC privately i deleted the app and email we use to communicate last night. I have to do lc around people or it's going to look very strange. Then there's the hanging out I'm going to have to avoid and his w is very persistent.