I know this is ridiculous, irrational, whatever you want to call it. But I feel like I might be holding myself back because I just feel too fat to attract a man who wants to stick around. My rational self says I'm normal sized, and I am. I look at the women that men seem to flock to, though, and I see that they are always skinny, usually very young, and usually carefree. Those are three things I am not. I need to get this thinking out of my head! It doesn't ever seem to go away, though. Even when I was 15 pounds lighter (I'm working on getting back there), I still felt too fat and old for men to like me.
Am I alone in this?