Board changes and Sandy had me offline for awhile! No real damage to the homestead except the computer getting fried!
I have read 2 of the books recommended here and it's been really hard to digest. I haven't seen my DV counselor due to Sandy and work conflicts. It's just hard to accept that I was not totally crazy and that my bad behavior near the end was a form of self protection.
On a good note, my 20yo son told me that I have come a long way from the bad momma I was. Maybe there really is light at the end of the tunnel!
Good to be back. Good to have the boards up and running. Good that Sandy is gone and those affected can begin to move forward.