OK my momentary pity party is starting.... I just can no longer get into the holidays. Jan. 5th is D-day 2nd anniversary. Dec. 4th, 2010 was when they did the deed. And 2 weeks prior to that was when they first "went out" so to say. Which puts everything right in the middle of the holidays from Thanksgiving to New Years. Including our birthdays. All I remember was gift s I had gotten him that were to make his traveling for work easier/funner and him complaining to her online about his gifts that I just don't understand him and that he doesn't like traveling so why get him stuff related to that. This doesn't even touch on the Christmas party that I didn't really get why people were looking at me about 4 years ago. It was because they all thought he was having an A with a coworker. Turns out that one was an EA. Meanwhile I have three kids that are looking to me to make holidays fun. I am in school so that doesn't help either. It just seems like the holidays went from my favorite time of year to just something to get through. I guess this will be another year of fake it til you make it like last year was. :-( Now to just get out of this pity party...