Well I am going to have to re-evaluate my life and being single because lets face it the truth of the matter is finding someone at this stage of life seems pretty challenging. Dont know if I should move or just face the facts its a done deal for me and find something else to do.. or just give up and know it is not going to happen ...
Anyway; In saying that I have been talking to a guy on one of the free dating sites and he is interested in me but he keeps saying he only wants to see someone once a week due to his demanding schedule.. I said I am too old for fwb or a fling.. So does that mean once a week of sex or going out?? I keep trying to deciper what he is saying and being brutally honest but he keeps fudging his answers.. So do we meet once a week and fall into bed and hope for the best??
So does this mean that is all I should look forward to at this stage of life??Seems most men are going for much younger women for long term and that dating is not even on their minds nor moving in with someone.. or making any kind of commitments. Not that I want love or anything but I dont want a fling or something stupid .. I just know that I would like something pertaining to some sort of relationship and all I get are facebook friends, platonic friends and men who want casual thing or just a fling.. So I am thinking now is this what is left in old age and to be happy with it or become gay or move to Alaska or Florida or take bus trips with senior citizens or become one of the Golden Girls???? what to do ?? what to do???