I have not posted in a LONG time. Just thought I would do a "check-in" of sorts and let you all know that as I continue on the path of healing, I am reminded of the incredible blessings over the past two years on this journey of mine. Most of you, but not all of you (because I know that there are newbies! Welcome, btw) know that my xap of 2 years turned me in with a confessional letter that he sent to my H at church of all places (H is a pastor) and since that day, my H said he would fight for me and for our M and he is doing just that. It has not been an easy road at all, but it is an honest road, and I love that. H still has his bad days, but they are much less frequent and he is on the path to forgiveness.
My newest news is this...I am now a horse owner!! :) Her name is Ella, and she is a purebred Arab. She is my amazing dream horse. She's older, been there, done that, and I hope to use her someday in therapy. :)
Unfortunately, I don't have much time to post more for now, but I just want you all to know that healing IS possible. It is a fight, that is for sure, but you can make it!!