After thinking on it if a good long while and not being able to really figure out WHY I don't wanna date... I may have just figured it out. I really don't want to go thru the whole dating thing. All the emotional turmoil..Oh I LIKE him...oops no 2nd date. Wow, what a bad date...guess who is blowing up my phone? Great guy, no chemistry...All chemistry and no real connection...whatever the case may be.
Can't I just start living my couple life without all the other crap?
I know, I know. It's stupid, silly, crazy...whatever. I guess I am just in need of some serious human contact that isn't just friendly and platonic or of the kid/grandkid ilk.
If confident, independent, financially stable, educated and reasonable women are not making the connection...what hope have I?
And when I look around at some of the people who are married or coupled and I wonder...Why NOT me?
Oh yeah...then I hear the lastest fight about his mom's nosiness or the garbage that didn't go out or his bowling league....and I STILL want the life but I :cringe: just a bit.