My name is Amanda.  I am 30 years old.  I have three other children, Rebecca (12), Grace (8), and Lex (4).  My husband and I have been married for 13 years.  I was so content with the three children that I was blessed with.  I gave away all of my baby gear. 

Then.... over Christmas break I started to feel ill.  Two of my children came home from school with the flu, so I assumed I was just sick.  I noticed something was off.  I took a test, and about hit the floor from shock. 

Now the excitment is starting to build.  However I am so nervous about this.