I will be the first to admit I am fat. I am trying to lose weight for health reasons but just haven't had much success and that is probably because I don't have much motivation. I'm not delusional about how I got this big and I've known all along how to avoid it. I don't hate myself, I wasn't abused as a child and I don't harbor resentment towards my parents. I just love food; I love to cook it, smell it, and taste it. I am so tired of everyone thinking I have some deep underlying mental issue or that I am unaware of my size. I feel shows like The Biggest Loser has caused me to be singled out and that people are pointing their fingers at me and trying to figure out what it was that my mother did to me when I was younger that caused me to get this big. Does anyone else wish these shows would go away so those of us who are fat can get get some peace?