I've been married for a mere 5 months, together 3 years, but have known my H for over 10 years.  I caught him in a lie last night and he eventually fessed up to cheating on me.  He had been acting strange for a few weeks,  guarding his phone with his life, and he "crashed" at a friend's house two weeks ago, which isn't like him.  My H had always been my dreamguy.  We met working at a summer camp in college; he had such a good heart.  We didn't seriously pursue a relationship until our late 20s because we lived states away from each other, but he was always my gold standard in dating.  I adore his family and until last night, I could not have been happier.  Now I feel like a fool, and just ripped to shreads.  I don't have any family or BFFs where I live, so I'm terribly alone.  The aquaintences I have would spread the news like wildfire, so my dog is the unfortunate benificiary of my grief.  I just needed to tell someone.  I'm so sad, and so angry.