So, I wait now for them to call with my authorization, then I make the MRI appt. Being me, I want this all done NOW... but I must just trust that the process is working. Had a HORRIBLE night sleep. went to bed at 9pm.... woke up from a nightmare at 11pm. Then told myself to just take little sleeps so I wouldn't go into a long dream. It worked, but so restless. Get up @ 5am and read my book about worry and stress.
The author actually wrote a book abut miscarriage/losing a child that I read years ago called Empty Arms. Anyway it's fabulous book to have... I have loved it and it has really grounded me with this experience.