I have to share this somewhere. I went to doc cool and was surpised by the big turn-around there. I'm glad I found this one.
AP finally split with her H. It's about time, but it was real rough, financially and every other way, for a while there. We really haven't had much contact, although I did what I could to help her out thorugh all this.
The inevitable happened, she's seeing someone new. And single.
As a friend, I'm really happy for her. I told her that. It was hard for her to tell me about it, but we talked for a long time. I'm being as supportive as humanly possible.
I can't tell her that, inside, it really hurts. I have no reason to feel this way. She's doing exactly what I hoped she would, getting her life back together. We both agreed we'd never stop loving each other. But...
Damn, it's hard to know that I'll never be with her again.
That's all. Intellectually I understand. Just that it hurts.