Ever had the feeling something good is waiting for you out there but can't get off your butt?
That's how I feel. I use my work as an excuse. I work so much that when I have free time, I just want to sit and do nothing. Then I feel sorta guilty for doing nothing (except surfing the net). Thought about spray painting a piece of furniture that's been on my mind for months but it's so windy today. The best I could do was made baba ganoush, clean the stove, the dishes and took out the trash, gabbed on the phone with a gf - oh and manage to get a stomach ache after lunch. I have a very sensitive stomach.
It's like an addiction to talk. I've been wanting to talk to Belgian guy but the guy has not made himself available. After a couple of short emails from me and one attempt to cal him on skype, he only left me a message on Skype yesterday. I don't know what it is but it seems he always has something interesting to say, be it the news, or just some interesting observation about mundane things. I also have been reading a book (that he reccommended a while back) and saw something relevant on TV I wanted to tell him.
I know if I get off my butt and do something, I wouldn't need to talk but I'm too lazy.