I will try and make this short and to the point. I am married to a man that told me about 3 months ago that he is not "in love" with me anymore but he still loves me. Well after being married to him for over 17 years and having kids hearing those words come out of his mouth cut my soul to the core. It might have actually been less painful to me if he would have just taken a knife and stabbed me straight in the heart. He is basically wanting to stay married for the sake of the children and just have sex with me when he pleases and forget about making love cause that hasn't happened in years. I am not happy in my marraige at all since he said those hurtful words to me. Anyways I did what any normal aging 42 year old woman would do........I found myself a younger man. He is 26 single and as hot as hot can be. I met him in February and we only met once and kissed and planned to meet again. Well we finally met again yesterday and had sex and it was the best sex I've had in years. He made me feel like I was in my 20's again. I could really be with him everyday and would want to have sex with him atleast twice per day if not more. He is so sexy and just makes my toes curl. My problem is that I know I couldn't give him any kids of his own and he will want kids one day. I don't know if I should keep seeing him and risk getting hurt or should I just put my big girl panties on and try and work stuff out with my loveless husband? Please help.