I was in a relationship for 13 months.. I truly love this man and still do.. But in the course of our relationship he left me four times!! Back in Jan I thought everything's was good between us.. We had a disagremeant and he pack his stuff and left me again for the fourth and final time. When he left my world was shatter .. I bing drink for 10 days after he left.. (For the grace of God I am clean and sober today) Alcohol did play a part of him leaving me but the last time he left I was getting help.. Fast forward to today after two and half month after our break up he call me yesterday.. He said that he was sorry and that he love me. That I am a wonderful woman ., He said to me all i wanted to hear.. I told him that i still love him and miss him but that we are not meant to be. He have a new girlfriend and here he is trying to get back with me..As much as I love him .. I must let go because if I take him back he leave me again !! It feel so good to do was right and not be run by my emotions.