I am so glad a site like this exist :) read all the EAS and MAS postings. Painful :(
So I am married for 3 years , my husband worships me and loves me. The sex part was never great and I keep getting desires but is left unfulfilled. We have also been ttc since one year but of no use. Further depression :(
I met this great guy 3 months back through online chatting. He was great to talk and I instantly fell for his charms. We have been talking everday till wee hours. He is very sexual person and matches my intensity when we talky about our fantasies.
He later told me he is married and has two kids. He says he is separated from his wife though (might not be true).
Things were going great and we have planned to meet next moth. But past few weeks he has started not giving me enough time and love. He says he is busy with work and that makes me confused. I miss him.
I love my husband but the lack of intimacy kills me. Though he says he is ready to try but I dont feel so much attractions towards him now. :( I know I am such a B****.
What should I do ? Should I still meet my AP and have the greatet sex of my life ? Can I get away with this without a scar ?
I am so confused and helpless !