I finally realized that AP is conflicted. Someone on here told me he was but duh! I think it just set in. We still talk everyday but can I really call him AP because technically we are not together officially. He sat me down about a month ago and told me that there were 3 things he wanted to get together in his life before he wanted a relationship. One of them he completed this week. Should I hope at all, that he may have actually been serious? I would be with him but I don't want to push him and I want him to tell me he is ready. I told him about 6 months ago that I wanted a RL relationship and I didn't want to share. I really laid it on the line with him in a moment of bravery. I thought that it would make him run away from me. A few weeks after that I told him I thought that me telling him that would make him run. He told me that if I wanted him to leave me I needed to try harder than that. SO....should I think he may really follow through or just be satisfied that we have a good friendship??