I actually don't care if I am always single. All I want is friends and lovers who are also friends. I no longer expect to find any one person who can run with me. I know that the person I am is so unable to be packaged that it is a waste of time. When I was young I explained to my lover I was like Gully Foye of Stars My destination(alfred bester) Which scared her. I am a gregarious loner who loves to go out to socialize but does not want to live with anybody.