After an emotional 2 weeks of taking time apart, my boyfriend and I met to talk about our relationship. I told him how I felt about us, how we both agreed from the first time we met that we had an instant connection. That while as individuals we are different people we have qualities of each other inside us. When we are together it's like we are balanced and as one. He had felt that I was hesitant about the relationship but I wasn't. I showed him my feelings through my actions, and I guess he didn't understand that. We agreed to start over. He said he isn't ready yet to rush back into how serious we had been. And that if I don't hear from him for a while, that it didn't mean he wasn't taking this seriously. I agreed to not rush things and we kissed and hugged before we both headed to our own apts.
I'm glad we are going to rebuild our relationship and I really want us to be a strong couple. Before this we both agreed we had everything working for us, chemistry, compatibility, love, affection. I'm trying to be patient because I know he doesn't want to rush things. It's been almost a week since we met and we've had one email exchange since. I had sent him an email to say hi and he responded. I guess I'm wondering how long it will be until we get to meet again. If I ask I might be putting pressure on him.