I want to sleep through the rest of it. Seriously.
First, I'm pretty sure I've been silently dumped for the second time in three months. Haven't heard anything from the boy since Monday, and the last week before that his communication has been very minimal. He went from everyday, many times to day to nada. I've had to initiate, and his responses were one word. The previous boy who did the same thing has been texting again, wanting to "hang out". I told him no. I tried being aloof for awhile, but that's just not me. As soon as I started showing more interest, that's when he bailed (both of them).
Tuesday, I was preparing food for my Bunko party- 14 people were to be here in three hours- and I sent a paring knife into the palm of my hand. If I didn't have cleaning and prep to do, I would have gone to urgent care. But, I didn't have time so I washed it, put gauze on it, taped it up, put a glove over it, and kept on working. It still hurts today, but I can move my hand fine so I didn't sever anything.
Yesterday, I ran four miles then found an enormous blood blister under my bad toenail when I was done. It hurt like heck. That means no running for awhile unless I can figure out how to cushion it. I've gained weight back this summer, and I was really trying to get back into my groove.
Last night, we lost trivia by one point because I didn't put an "n" in a word. He NEVER counts spelling. I didn't hear the person who told me the answer correctly, mostly b/c the host guy was busy listening to himself talk on the microphone. Then we found out the team that beat us had been looking at our answers. Once I started hiding the white board better, they starting missing a lot more questions. We were all pretty ticked over that one.
I thought I had plans Saturday, but when I asked my friend last night if we were still on, she said, "Huh? I have down Friday's thing, but not Saturday." Typical of her. It was even her idea to go out that night. Hopefully the other friend that's supposed to go won't bail. The silent dumper might be there, though, so I need strength in numbers!
I just want to eat and be lazy today, but I know that's not the best way to get out of a funk. I'm also PMSing, so that makes it far worse. I was almost in tears several times last night.
Thanks for listening to me whine.