that attracts losers? More importantly is there something that makes ME attracted to them? For examples: Ex #1. I knew he was a "bad boy". I knew he drank & cheated before I married him. Yet I married him anyway believing that love would fix it all. Stupid I know. Then there was my second ex. I didn't even want to get married again but I let him talk me into it knowing that I doubted a lot of the things he told me. MAJOR stupid I know now but that's how down I was after ex #1. It didn't take long for me to find out that he was a user and wanted me to support him. Then there is the young one where I work that practically chased me around the office but will never go out with me because of our age difference. And now I finally talked on the phone with a guy I've been chatting with on a dating site. He seemed very nice and I decided that I would go out with him. But then I figured to be safe I should do some investigating. Telephone harrassment, 2 years prison for driving/drugs that also came with a 10 year suspended license. Great, so maybe he has changed but I would have to do all the driving, he only lives 30 minutes away but still, I don't think so! I'm 52 friggin years old, you'd think that by now I would have learned something about men. All I've learned is that they can't be trusted, at least not any of them that there is mutual attraction with. So I seriously wonder if it's something within me, like a sickness or mental disorder.