I had to change up my name because I couldn't remember passwords but I used to go by shouldntbethishard77. Back in August 2011 I had started an affair with my neighbor and well it still continues on until today. It's been like a roller coast ride and I just hope I can find the peace and support here. I'm always looking for honest answers or solutions as that's how I tell things to anyone else. I will sum everything up in another thread.