I mean seriously that is so weird to me that this has lasted so long. So many ups and downs. Well it was a couple of weeks but I finally met up with him last week and wow, obviously he took my talk about our sex life to heart or either I need to wait a couple of weeks for us to meet up like that. Either way it was amazing. I even got to spend some time at his house Saturday night even though the bff's were over. I find it hard to hold my tongue when I hear his wife constantly talking about him in such a negative light. She said something about making sure the bed is big enough so he doesn't have to touch her when they sleep. Whether or not she is joking i have no idea but it makes me uncomfortable. I have kept a distance away from their relationship and sex life. Just like I don't talk about me and my H's sex life with AP. But I'm sitting outside and a little irritated because he's been kinda distant these last two days. Me, I'm thinking it has to do something with me yet I know that is probably not the case. I tend to forget that we have seperate lives and no matter how I want to be his first priority I am not. I just don't know how you all go without texting and talking for so long. Makes me want to scream!