I am so blessed to have a happy healthy 3 year old boy that is my world. We decided to start trying for #2 in December and got pregnant in January. Everything seemed to be going fine, I scheduled my 1st ultrasound for 12 weeks on my wedding anniversary, great joy right?! They couldn't find a heartbeat and the baby was measuring too small. I had a DNC the next day.
Because I am 37 I decided to go to the fertility doctor. They did find some utering polyps which I had removed in July. The doctor also raised my Synthroid dose. I just had my first TTC cycle and I had every pregnancy symptom in the book (I had the exact same thing the month before I got pregnant with my last pregnancy). I took several tests, because I was just sure that the positive was coming, but it's not. . I know it's just one month, but it's so sad thinking I have another 2 weeks until I can try again and then another 2 weeks to wait and it just seems like a never ending cycle. I have so many fears, some founded, some not, but it is so frustrating and lonely. Just nice to find a place to know I am not alone and find support.