I met up with AP this week and we ended up having one of those deep meanigful conversations about our early relationship and possible reasons for his 'shyness/mistrust' with/of me...it was there 45 years ago when we first met, and entirely down to poor communication by both of us. Anyway in an effort to get across to him how much I love him I reminded him of some words in a song I had sent him the week before...they were along the lines of 'I would leave behind eveything in my life to be with him'. He replied with the fact we are both married to other people...which I acnowledged and said I understood he would never leave his wife. So then he drops a bomb shell on me by saying I shouldn't be so sure of that and to wait and see what happens! So now, after five years, I have hope where I had none before and it's doing my head in!