I'm currently engaged to a wonderful man but I'm beginning to have some thoughts and feelings that I'm concerned about. He's 48 and I'm 40. It will be his third marriage and my second. He has two children who he adores and I have three. He has made it very clear that he has no desire to have more children. I originally agreed and I'm not saying that I definately want more but I'd like the option of having a child with him. Have a child with a man is a very bonding experience. My ex was and is a horrible abusive man. My children haven't spend time with him besides court ordered counseling in three years. I just thought one day I'd have a child that had a wonderful dad and this man is a wonderful dad. I'm also concerned that we won't have the bonding of a couple like one does when you have a child. I guess the feeling of "why would he stay with me" had entered my mind A LOT lately. He says he loves me and that is why but let's be honest sometimes love isn't enough. He also has told me (and now regrets saying it) that his first wife was the best sex of his life and his second wife didn't enjoy sex and it was more like wrestling. He and I have fooled around but have not slept together due to religious reasons. I'm concerned that I can't measure up to great sex and giving him children. I'm wondering what's the point and maybe I should just walk away before I end up homeless in a strange town. BTW I'll be selling my home and moving 1000 miles away to marry him. We'll be living in the house he shared with the baby momma for ten years. Am I crazy or is it normal to feel this way??? He thinks I'm over thinking things but I've been crying on and off for almost a week over this. Please help!