I am feeling reflective today, since I had an emotional meltdown yesterday. My manager did not have enough respect for me to call me and tell me he was not going to work with me. So I prepared, planned out my entire day around him. Not hearing from him, as he had confirmed the previous day, I texted him, and he responded mid-day, "my meeting was changed to this afternoon and I won't be meeting up with you." I found out he was informed at 5AM of the meeting change, and yet he didn't have the respect for me to let me know. :( I have expected far too much from this guy, and he has failed at common courtesy, among other items. With all of the other "distractions," I went on a verbal rampage with a few of my co-workers. I have decided to lower my expectations of 90% of the people around me, while focusing on all things positive...at least, I have to try.
It looks like a beautiful start to a sunrise this morning, with a deep blues, hints of oranges, pinks, and yellows on the horizon. My dogs have eaten and are now lazily taking their first morning nap. The house is still with dh leaving a half hour ago. I have a ton of paperwork to attend to, regular work today, and a meeting with my lawyer this afternoon. Perhaps I should treat dh to a nice early dinner tonight in the area of the lawyer's office. He is such a good man to help me, this time, with my legal issues stemming from my ex. It is an on-going source of aggravation for him, as it is for me. Then, tonight, I should go to yoga and zen-out.
Positives in my life include my health, my family, my dogs, my friends, my worldly comforts, my outlets...I also have all of you to be thankful for. This board helps me refocus, all of you have been a sounding board (pun intended), an outside perspective, and an inspiration with all of your positive inititatives. Thank you! That sunrise is really looking beautiful with all of those colors!!!