It's my 54th birthday tomorrow, and as usual my hubby ruins it for me and is being a complete ass. I only got 4 hours sleep last night after working 14 hours straight - start at 8 am and home at 11 pm, and today will be no different. Made it up to feed horses at 5 am because it was snowing and didn't want DH to have to do it by himself. I am his third wife and I can see why he was married that many times. Whenever times get tough, instead of getting down and helping I get kicked in the teeth. ok, yes, I am feeling sorry for myself so all of you blast me I don't think I could feel worse than I do right now. I really don't even need to be on here but I did need to vent. Just have to make it through the work day to midnight and my overtime I've been doing the last 6 months will stop. I'm just sick of feeling like a doormat! I haven't had to be on here for about 5 years. Why now???!!! And if men are so sick of things they want a divorce, why don't they take the initiative??!!! If this keeps going like my last marriage did, he's going to push me into it which I hate!!!!!!