I can't take this anymore, I just can't. I'm so depressed, I cry daily and just don't feel like I'm worth anything. My dh and I have so much debt and after paying the bills and what not we hardly have anything left to live on, I wanted to file b/k only because I couldn't take it anymore but dh was TOTALLY against it and still is. I'm a SAHM and looked for a job but found that what I would pay in daycare (2 kids), well I wouldn't bring home enough in a week to feed my family so that is out. I do watch one child, and that is around $100/week, but by god when you fall behind there is no way to get caught up, my phone rings all day long.....I just can't take it anymore, I'm SO sick!!! I do have good news, I do start a new job tomorrow, it's Friday nights and Saturday nights, the pay isn't good but it's a job......I'm not sure what to do anymore, dh keeps saying it'll be ok....etc, when all I do is feeling like running away. Thanks for letting me express my feelings!